you can bitch about whatever the fuk you want babe...
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They say I'm disturbed. Well, of course I'm
disturbed. I mean, we're all disturbed. And if we're not, why not? Doesn't this
blend of blindness and blandness want to make you do something crazy? Then why
not do something crazy? It makes a helluva lot more sense than blowing your
fucking brains out. -Mark Hunter
Oh good, cuz I have a lot of meaningless high school bull**** to bitch about.
prom is coming up and tickets are $105 and you cant go by yourself, you can't leave early, AND YOU HAVE TO GO TO PROMENADE (SP?) and i don't want to go to no fukin promenade and i don't want to fukin walk and 'show' my dress to everyone there, and i want to fukin leave early so i can spend some time with rj (or tom, or john, depending if I go with my boyfriend or not) without the idiotic friends I have circling us. speaking of rj he's been so damn down lately i can't take it! i broke up with duqualle because he was a whinny bitch and i hope he doesn't think he's anything special because a few more days of his bitching self and I'm going to drop him. (i told you this was all very highschool stuff.) and what else I don't understand is the comment 'i love you and want to be with you, oh but not tomorrow I have a date with Lindsay" WTF!
What did I do? She said it was like a candy where you have to get through the sour to get to the nice, but the sour doesn't tatter your soul and make you cry at night! the sour doesn't **** his girlfriend in the room, right there. Less then an hour later 'I'm just confused' **** YOU, I HOPE YOU DIE! I HOPE WHEN YOU GO IN FOR HEART SURGERY YOU DIE! I HOPE THE DOCTOR STABS YOU IN THE HEART AS IT FEELS LIKE YOU HAVE DONE TO ME! I suppose its also my fault for putting my trust in you. I should have known better. I HATE YOU.
i wish i could just pretend last night never happend.
quote: Originally posted by: "What did I do? She said it was like a candy where you have to get through the sour to get to the nice, but the sour doesn't tatter your soul and make you cry at night! the sour doesn't **** his girlfriend in the room, right there. Less then an hour later 'I'm just confused' **** YOU, I HOPE YOU DIE! I HOPE WHEN YOU GO IN FOR HEART SURGERY YOU DIE! I HOPE THE DOCTOR STABS YOU IN THE HEART AS IT FEELS LIKE YOU HAVE DONE TO ME! I suppose its also my fault for putting my trust in you. I should have known better. I HATE YOU. i wish i could just pretend last night never happend."
You're boyfriend had sex with another girls with you right there?!? I'm so confused... yet intreguied.
be it this is a teenage soap opera without any character development, minus that d_d is an idiot (who was the only person to reckognize my bday), then i'd say you aren't the only one without a clue.
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"If you want to know your past life, look into your present condition. If you want to know your future, look into your present action" -Padmisambha
this has nothing to do with d_d. my new guy who was supposed to be some damn super hero knight in shining armer prince charming bull **** ****, turned out to be nothing more then a flaming homo who likes to **** men that pretend to be my friend. some ****ing friends i have. and then my best friend, MY BEST ****ING FRIEND, SILVERFLAME, the one person i thought i could trust, lied to me and wouldn't tell me. WHAT THE HELL! but that's over now and I'm getting over it.
patryn, sorry I missed your birthday but I'm lucky to remember my own birthday.
well, you have to attain friends that don't always suit your fancy. if they **** you off occasionally without doing anything ****ty to you, then you're safe.
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"If you want to know your past life, look into your present condition. If you want to know your future, look into your present action" -Padmisambha