~1~ You wish to be like me Is this an impossible task you seek? Why would you risk it all To be untouchable, and unholdable Never loved, though always lusted after All I feel sometimes is the lust chasing me Like a giant monster around every corner If I stop to see it, it will consume me And I shall be no more Cold and indecent... And yet you wish to be like me You have never known the lust monster The pure hatred of what i've become I'd never wish that up on you.. The pure and naive one, innocence in your eyes You've seen pain and sorrow, yet, never been truely left Always with someone there for you, Someone to confide in You do not wish to be like me In your heart you sense my indifference You can feel my evil as it seeps through me, Although I'm not evil on the surface And yet you claim to wish to be like me? Is this what you want? the unending chase? The never ceasing entrapment? The always enjoyable lust overcoming you Though you try to be so strong??
~2~ Blustering snow, covered hills Rolling away in the white Off in the distance till you can see no more This supposed wasteland of my youth As the snow melts into adolescence Grass poking green through the crust Melting so slowly it seems It will be there forever and ever This time in the middle of seasons Watching the flower take its bloom Maturing to a full flower, petals bright Through storms and sun and frost Stregthened by it all, this spring beauty As her spring to summer fades The bright sun warms to her brilliant petals They dry and fly away, leaving behind beauty still A maturing beauty in the summer Bearing the heating suns dazzling stare Taking it in and using it for more strength Plants blossom, and release their seed As summer reaches its zenith In Augustine glory and seven ember months Slipping, fading, transforming all the while Into a beautiful autumn, the brisk winds Bringing change to the fields Ripping the leaves from the trees Leaving the world barren once more To prepare for hibernation and sleep Under the snows gentle covering...
